some may call this a pity party, but i do not care.
1. lost job 2 weeks ago (laid off due to covid-19)
2. lost girlfriend 3 weeks ago (probably a good thing, she was absurdly selfish)
3. currently caring for late stage alzheimers parent with no help from anyone
4. old home has water pipe leaks, roof leaks, appliance failure, pest issues that i am constantly repairing
5. oh and how can i forget about my car breaking down right after i get laid off due to covid and having to do all the repair work myself?
so basically when CP2077 rolls around i'll hopefully still have a PC that will run it and not have to hock it for a mortgage payment. i guess the real reason i want to play it is that i want to roleplay someone in as deep of sh!t as me.
my life is a constant battle and i am slowly losing ground.
I NEED A WIN