I downloaded STEINS;GATE on my phone.
Been meaning to give this one a go on my PSP or my Vita. I really like playing visual novels in bed, kind of like reading a book. Though I'm still trying to find something to read again; just finished my last book and the next two I picked up have both been misses.
That's textbook FOMO. I occasionally get wistful thinking of all of the great games I'll probably never get around to playing, but then again life isn't about playing as many games as possible. That's not where lasting happiness or satisfaction comes from. Which holds for buying new gaming hardware too: it only gives a fleeting sense of happiness before it just becomes the new normal and you start wanting something even better.
You have to practice mindfulness and living in the moment and all that crap so you can appreciate what you have instead of what you don't have. It's not always easy, but it works a lot better than trying to buy happiness by endlessly chasing something "better".
Funny, as I tell my kids that all the time.
It's definitely FOMO, as there's lots my laptop + eGPU runs just fine that I'm quite content to play right now (such as Aliens and WoW).
I think what sparked this was feeling a bit discontent with this setup. I tried to play Deus Ex: Human Revolution and it refuses to work with my current switchable graphics setup; I can play on my Deck no issue, but I'd rather play first person games on my computer. Given this, it got me looking at laptops with dedicated graphics, which just spawned this whole conundrum. I should just try and appreciate playing first person games on my Deck, really...
Though this all might have to do with AMD switchable graphics, as I had to use a NVIDIA card to get Dishonored 2 to work. I just haven't been motivated to tear into things and move graphics cards around again...
At any rate, you're exactly right. I think the other thing is, I don't really
want to get rid of this laptop, as I've been very happy with it in the year I've owned it and aside from imperfect performance, it hits all the right boxes for me.