HAHAHAHA It's already down to $45/share. Oh well. It's not just any day I can say I lost $100k, but today is going to be one of them.
In my mind I never really had it to begin with. I do wish I'd thought of this yesterday afternoon, but it is what it is. If I were 25, I'd probably be vomiting in the bathroom right now. Canceled my sell order. Will see if it bounces back up a bit on Monday.
I always kind of think about it as funny money. Money that doesn't
really exist for me as it sits and fluctuates.
My wife wants me to put some more into the market pretty soon here and I need to figure out where it's going to go.
I like hot sauces but most supermarkets don't sell hot stuff. It is ridiculous how they can call regular El Paso/Santa Maria salsa for medium or hot when it is so far from being either. The only thing I have bought from supermarket that was somewhat decent hot was the Broken Taco Hello No. I think they just brand products with medium or hot on regular salsa to fool people into believing it is actually hot.
They do the same with potato chips also, call some chips super spicy or hot, like the Chili Klaus chips which was even marketed as a very hot chips. It is all a bunch of kakapo if you ask me.
Whole Foods often has a section of bespoke or "small batch" style hot sauces. I don't usually buy salsa or anything though, I just buy the vinegary stuff in the little bottles to put on my tacos and whatnot.
I'm glad I have a habit of doing the opposite of what my anxiety demands of me and I actually had a good time all day yesterday. Hanging out with my friends and playing games was a good time; I really need to hang out with them on Discord more. This is maybe getting a little navel gazy, but I can't stop thinking about what my 80 year old Aunt told me a few years ago, about how she's kind of lonely, because she used to have a group of friends, but they're all dead now.
I think about this a lot when I hang out with my buddies, because they definitely don't take care of themselves, not that I'm a pillar of health or anything, but still. I feel like I'm in this weird place right now where I have limited time and often I choose to hang out with my wife in the evenings, which I like, but I need to give some more time to my friends than I usually do.
Anyway, the show I went to last night was a good time. Drinks were expensive and it was pretty funny having two of my Brothers-in-Law there with me; they had never seen anything like it before and in spite of knowing me for 20-years, had no idea I was into this kind of stuff. But they had a good time of it and the band I was there for actually wasn't the last, which was great, so they finished their set at 10pm and we left after that. I ended-up buying a couple of T-shirts, as I usually do, as well as seeing and supporting a new band who was pretty cool.
This morning, my dog is not terribly happy that I was gone all day yesterday and he didn't get a walk or to play ball. He hasn't left my side.